Never Alone

First I'll start with a few jokes... How do you know your nail polish is cheap and you've been wearing it for too long?... When it start changing colors LOL... I've been wearing this nail polish since June 2 for NaKhia's wedding... and it was pink... this morning when I woke up it was purple and I just couldn't stop looking @ my hands because I was so amazed... I've never seen nail polish change colors... I mean and its a pretty purple too LOL...

So I spent most of Saturday with my father because you know father's day was yesterday but Sunday's are really busy for me... my dad rented a car in the morning... I don't know why... but it has this thing called data link connector... its very special LOL... so when you hit the breaks hard like to stop... the volume on the radio goes down... and when you accelerate 15 mph or more the volume goes up... my dad and I were laughing so hard we were crying... and my lil sister in the back was like, what's so funny??? LOL... but it was pretty hilarious....
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So this weekend my brother had his dance concert... they have been hardcore practicing for 3 weeks and it has been torturous... Well the final product was amazing and God showed up and ministered which was awesome because the director has been having some issues so the fact that the show even happened was a testimony... So in the production there was this one dance that really talked to me... it was with a woman and "God" to Barlow Girl's Never Alone and both times I watched it I nearly cried... Here are the lyrics:

I waited for you today
But you didn't show
No no no
I needed You today
So where did You go?
You told me to call
Said You'd be there
And though I haven't seen You
Are You still there?

I cried out with no reply
And I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I'm never alone

And though I cannot see You
And I can't explain why
Such a deep, deep reassurance
You've placed in my life
We cannot separate
'Cause You're part of me
And though You're invisible
I'll trust the unseen

This song... that dance... really spoke to my heart... because I've been feeling distant from God lately... not wanting to pray... not wanting to take anything to Him... not believing... but seeing that dance on Saturday night opened the door for my heart to be open to trying to talk to God... and then Sunday @ church I was able to and it was like "I missed you so much!" and then I got to see the dance again on Sunday night and it was like confirmation... like the first time was to open me up and the second was like end conversation.. but don't forget... I'm still here... It's awesome how lyrics to songs can often say exactly how you feel for you... and I know there needs to come time where the Word needs to be enough and not music... but for now... God has my back and knows just what I need...